one of those days
the days I can’t
forget
your eyes
your touch
your voice
i remember them
and then the knife
which only i possessed
and which only i could offer
for us
because you were
always braver
and I was
always away
the days I can’t
forget
your eyes
your touch
your voice
i remember them
and then
i drink
to your bravery
and
to my first suicide